Insomnia

I have had 2 nights of not being able to sleep. Like hardly at all. I think it's because of this upcoming trip to Colorado - we leave first thing tomorrow morning. It is so much planning! I keep running everything through my head, trying to think of everything that needs to go along and what needs to be done here before we leave for 2 weeks. I feel like I'm losing 2 weeks of my life! When I come back, I will be 27 weeks pregnant and only have 13ish weeks left!!! And nothing is done in the nursery! Holy crap superman!! AND we got back to school 5 weeks after we come back!! NOT READY!!! This trip is taking away so much of my summer! And it figures, I tried to talk them into flying to begin with, and Steve was completely against it. Now he's wishing he would have listened... GRR!

It is 5:48 am and I am up. I have been wide awake since before 5. I got some things together for the trip - things that I laid in bed thinking - Oh! I should take that! I still don't know if I got everything I thought of last night. I'm trying to pay my car payment online, but the system is down, so that isn't working. I have to go to the Jeep to get the boxes for our cell phones so I can mail in our rebate information. But I'm waiting for it to get a little brighter outside.


At 9:00, we have to head to church for a consecration service (not a clue what that entails... I haven't been attending a Brethren church for long) for the youth. After church, I think we'll come back here to pack and then head to Wal-Mart for the things we still need to pick up. THEN I think we are going out to eat with my parents and brother for my dad's birthday. I think... I haven't been told any plans yet.

If I survive til July 25th, it'll be a miracle! And then on August 7th, I'm SUPPOSED to go to Louisiana for a missions trip - I don't think that I'm going to be able to go on that one. We signed up a day before I found out I was pregnant.

Added at 8:34... OH MY GOODNESS! Why do I have to start getting sooo sick right before we have to leave? I have not been able to eat the past 3 days (today makes 4) without either feeling sick or getting sick! Thursday was horrible, I projectile vomited in the bathroom and now this morning I got horribly sick. Hopefully the van driver understands that if I say pull over, I mean it!!